Right -- um, we had to say a prayer to help save the world we were in on Thursday. Te-kun mentioned that saying them again here would bring back our lost memories.
[he raises a shoulder]
...I've known since Friday, but I didn't say the words until today.
...I don't have a good excuse. [because he doesn't!] I was just scared. I remember grieving for him, and everyone trying to help me after he died... But I couldn't remember the happier moments I spent with him.
I didn't know how much happier those memories were. I was just afraid I'd miss him more, if I remembered.
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week 3 sunday
hot pants
please tell me that you've been to the medbay
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the color that came off of malik
did you get burned
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just tired
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he has a bag of food in one hand, and also a bottle of water in the other, the latter he holds out for hot pants]
...You don't have to talk, but try to at least eat something.
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[She sighs, a little defeated, but she reaches out to take it.]
Thanks. You didn't need to go all out for me.
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[but it's more fond than stern,
there are sandwiches and riceballs, and also some candy bars]
Think of this as a pick me up from both Buzen and me.
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[She's looking up at him at that last statement.]
Do you remember?
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...Yeah. After what happened today... I said the trigger that would bring my memories of him back.
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The trigger?
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[he raises a shoulder]
...I've known since Friday, but I didn't say the words until today.
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Why the hell wouldn't you say it as soon as you got back?
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...I don't have a good excuse. [because he doesn't!] I was just scared. I remember grieving for him, and everyone trying to help me after he died... But I couldn't remember the happier moments I spent with him.
I didn't know how much happier those memories were. I was just afraid I'd miss him more, if I remembered.
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[Because she's punching it.]
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-- Ow! I know, I know... I was being stupid...
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[SHE'S SO >8I AT HIM RIGHT NOW]
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well, guilty. sad. like this U_U. he buries his head in his hands]
I know... I didn't... [the way he felt so bad after he remembered,] ...I won't forgive myself for hurting him like that.
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[And she...sighs, the exhaustion in her face again.]
Don't let him slip through your fingers.
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[now he's guilty for a different reason...]
Sorry. I came up here to help you let loose some steam, and all I did was upset you.
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[She huffs.]
Sit down and share this and then I won't be upset.
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Itsuki will do just that,]
You know, I'm used to my emotions being yanked around... but that was a lot.
[understatement of the century]
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....Yeah. You could say that again. Like we can't have happiness in this place.
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Do you think those two things were related? ...Mu-kun turning into that, Percy-kun surviving...
[who is he kidding, of course they are]
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