I think she knows plenty about me. At least enough to call me a terrifying person that everyone should avoid.
Which is why I think you’re dumber than a bag of bricks.
[ Whatever, she’s just gonna go find a corner in the room to sit down at. Creates a cushion tower for her to sit on… grabs a nearby vase or something in case she gets pissed off and wants to throw it at him. ]
I’ll give you a chance. The second you piss me off, though, I’m gone.
[Itsuki watching all of this happen and trying not to smile too hard so she doesn't brain him immediately with a vase,]
Thanks, Wicked-chan. [she kills him immediately] Why don't you start? Is there anything you're curious to know about me?
[he wants to talk to her, but he doesn't want to make it an interrogation. he figures there'll be things she won't want to answer, but maybe she wants to know things too.]
Itsuki Kagami. 23. Born like a hundred years before my time. You had a twin sister, the two of you grew up in a brothel. You’re not artistic and you say stupid shit all the time hoping someone will kiss you.
You have no bitches.
[ Was that last part necessary? No. But it was funny. ]
Wow. You pay really close attention, huh? Is that because you're detail-oriented or... [because u have a crush on me? :3c
he decides not to say that, instead he thinks of his answer for her next question]
Hm. Well, I'm pretty scared of dying. I don't want to die alone, or be forgotten. [...] But I also don't want to leave anyone who cares about me behind when I do.
I gotta know about the people who I plan on destroying.
[ So... yeah! Totally a crush :3c ]
... The hell? I was almost expecting you to say something stupid like the dark or whatever. [ She clicks her tongue. ] I've seen people flock at you like you're just a magnet, or whatever... so I doubt you'll die alone, but you sure as hell gonna leave people behind.
[destroying... but also more importantly? this read?]
...Is that what you think?
[gurl it's only week one surely ppl won't be that sad if itsuki bites it,
but that's a little foolish to think, considering how he misses Ryunosuke and Kazuma. They were good guys. Better than Itsuki, at any rate. still, at least back home he's relatively safe. no one cares about him there, and he'll keep it that way for as long as possible.]
Still, they should be fine, even if they're sad. It won't last forever.
[ This is why when Itsuki dies and Wicked doesn't appear at all during trial it's all because she's relishing in her own misery. Stupid dumb bitch. ]
...
Haha, so you get it? All of this talk about friendship or promises and whatever are full of shit -- none of us are traumatized after seeing a guy be executed or the fact that we just went and played with a dead body! None of them matter! None of this matters!
Itsuki has a complicated expression on his face as he listens,]
...Is that how you're dealing with it? [i mean like valid, but also] Trauma's a really strange thing, huh. It all affects us, but we have so many ways to deal with it... Some healthier than others.
[itsuki is unfortunately of the 'pretend it doesn't exist' camp, though he's trying harder not to think that way now]
So you're gonna come preach to me because I don't do it healthily? You think that just because everyone goes through shit that we all have to deal with it the way everyone wants!?
[ Seething, she probably just looks like a cat sticking to a corner in the room. ]
It'd be kind of hypocritical of me to preach at you... [this would be a lot easier of Itsuki could see everyone's dreams and understand their process of grieving,
it says something about him now that he'd prefer that invasive option over having sincere conversations over tea...]
Well, before all this happened -- I was actually kind of jealous of Ryu-kun and Ma-kun? You could tell that they really cared about each other. I thought it must be nice to have a friend like that... Especially when you're stuck here.
But now I realize that it's so much worse for Ma-kun because they are friends. It makes me feel stupid... But a little jealous still, actually.
[ She sees. She remembers. She stores this information to use later so that she can torture people. ]
Damn... it must really suck to be walking around and getting to do stuff. [ She doesn't feel bad... she refuses to feel bad! People should do shit that they hate and feel lonely and unloved! ]
That pathetic piece of me told you already that she's giving a bunch of idiots the okay to kill us -- me. You wanna know why?
They’re dumber than a bag of bricks and wanna go home bad. Plus their only option would probably be goin’ up against something they can’t beat… they’re too weak.
So, yeah, they’d be stupid not to pick the easiest option available.
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Well... It's not like I could ask you that on my own. That's whole reason I asked, you know. I wanted to see what would make you talk to me.
[he tilts his head, expression thoughtful.]
...Is this it then? Do I have to piss you off?
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she's just gonna be 5' and full of anger as she looms over him. ]
Ewwwwwwwwwww!
[ She doesn't like that. ]
I'll talk and leave all 'cause I'm bored. What do you even wanna talk to me about, anyway?
You wanna learn more about my past so you can feel like you're gonna "save" me somehow?
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I'm not exactly the savior type. [...] But I do want to know more about you. I think Marie-chan does too.
[BUT SEEING AS SHE FORGETS....]
Is it really so bad to just talk? It'll give you something to do besides be bored.
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Which is why I think you’re dumber than a bag of bricks.
[ Whatever, she’s just gonna go find a corner in the room to sit down at. Creates a cushion tower for her to sit on… grabs a nearby vase or something in case she gets pissed off and wants to throw it at him. ]
I’ll give you a chance. The second you piss me off, though, I’m gone.
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Thanks, Wicked-chan. [she kills him immediately] Why don't you start? Is there anything you're curious to know about me?
[he wants to talk to her, but he doesn't want to make it an interrogation. he figures there'll be things she won't want to answer, but maybe she wants to know things too.]
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[ Genuine question. ]
Itsuki Kagami. 23. Born like a hundred years before my time. You had a twin sister, the two of you grew up in a brothel. You’re not artistic and you say stupid shit all the time hoping someone will kiss you.
You have no bitches.
[ Was that last part necessary? No. But it was funny. ]
What are you scared of? Like genuinely afraid of.
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but Itsuki looks genuinely surprised,]
Wow. You pay really close attention, huh? Is that because you're detail-oriented or... [because u have a crush on me? :3c
he decides not to say that, instead he thinks of his answer for her next question]
Hm. Well, I'm pretty scared of dying. I don't want to die alone, or be forgotten. [...] But I also don't want to leave anyone who cares about me behind when I do.
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[ So... yeah! Totally a crush :3c ]
... The hell? I was almost expecting you to say something stupid like the dark or whatever. [ She clicks her tongue. ] I've seen people flock at you like you're just a magnet, or whatever... so I doubt you'll die alone, but you sure as hell gonna leave people behind.
Asshole.
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...Is that what you think?
[gurl it's only week one surely ppl won't be that sad if itsuki bites it,
but that's a little foolish to think, considering how he misses Ryunosuke and Kazuma. They were good guys. Better than Itsuki, at any rate. still, at least back home he's relatively safe. no one cares about him there, and he'll keep it that way for as long as possible.]
Still, they should be fine, even if they're sad. It won't last forever.
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...
Haha, so you get it? All of this talk about friendship or promises and whatever are full of shit -- none of us are traumatized after seeing a guy be executed or the fact that we just went and played with a dead body! None of them matter! None of this matters!
None of it exists.
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Itsuki has a complicated expression on his face as he listens,]
...Is that how you're dealing with it? [i mean like valid, but also] Trauma's a really strange thing, huh. It all affects us, but we have so many ways to deal with it... Some healthier than others.
[itsuki is unfortunately of the 'pretend it doesn't exist' camp, though he's trying harder not to think that way now]
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[ Angy... she's gripping onto the vase. ]
So you're gonna come preach to me because I don't do it healthily? You think that just because everyone goes through shit that we all have to deal with it the way everyone wants!?
[ Seething, she probably just looks like a cat sticking to a corner in the room. ]
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It'd be kind of hypocritical of me to preach at you... [this would be a lot easier of Itsuki could see everyone's dreams and understand their process of grieving,
it says something about him now that he'd prefer that invasive option over having sincere conversations over tea...]
It's not like I'm dealing with it any better.
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Yeah?
What's your problem? If you tell me something, I'll let you know more about my shitty life you wanna know all about.
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Well, before all this happened -- I was actually kind of jealous of Ryu-kun and Ma-kun? You could tell that they really cared about each other. I thought it must be nice to have a friend like that... Especially when you're stuck here.
But now I realize that it's so much worse for Ma-kun because they are friends. It makes me feel stupid... But a little jealous still, actually.
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She's also just wishing that was the truth. ]
That ain't enough. Why were you jealous?
'Cause you think that no matter how close you are someone that they won't feel anything when you're gone?
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...]
...I guess? [no] I just admire people who can go for what they want, and who can live in the moment.
That's a little harder for me to do. ...But I do think I'm trying here.
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The World, right? You're basically not gonna have a life outside of that.
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Pretty much. I'll be sent to whichever country needs me, and I'll do whatever they want me to do for the rest of my life.
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Damn... it must really suck to be walking around and getting to do stuff. [ She doesn't feel bad... she refuses to feel bad! People should do shit that they hate and feel lonely and unloved! ]
That pathetic piece of me told you already that she's giving a bunch of idiots the okay to kill us -- me. You wanna know why?
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a second? hello?]
-- She what?
[IM SORRY? THIS IS NEWS TO HIM???]
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[ She leans back, and for a moment her grip is so hard on the vase that she feels like she may just shatter it in her palms. ]
She told 'em to kill her. The second I'm outta here I'm gonna have to deal with them tryin' to destroy the only world I can even live in.
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...Do you think they will?
[even if she asked? these were people who lived with her in that virtual world, right? he can't imagine...]
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So, yeah, they’d be stupid not to pick the easiest option available.
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I think you're right in that most people would pick the easiest option. [...] But killing Marie doesn't seem like it would be one.
I know I wouldn't make that choice, and I just met you.
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