[It's a funny thing with these memories -- Itsuki feels sorry for Buzen, of course -- but it's an abstract kind of emotion. Something that tugs at him and hurts, but something he can't identify.
it still hurts though, he has a feeling that it should hurt even worse... there's something about forgetting that feels more... that it should mean more to him,]
...But it'd still hurt him, right?
[there's an almost desperate look in his eyes. buzen's come up in so many conversations already, but everyone... they had comforted Itsuki, told him that his memories would come back sooner or later, and hadn't pursued the subject further.
maybe that's because Itsuki had been in shock for some of them, but still. he doesn't want his feeling spared, he thinks. he just wants to -- remember]
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it still hurts though, he has a feeling that it should hurt even worse... there's something about forgetting that feels more... that it should mean more to him,]
...But it'd still hurt him, right?
[there's an almost desperate look in his eyes. buzen's come up in so many conversations already, but everyone... they had comforted Itsuki, told him that his memories would come back sooner or later, and hadn't pursued the subject further.
maybe that's because Itsuki had been in shock for some of them, but still. he doesn't want his feeling spared, he thinks. he just wants to -- remember]