That's not being honest. That's just saying what you want to hear.
[he's stopped smiling at least, so maybe wicked can claim that as her victory.]
You just want to keep hurting yourself, even though you've been hurt plenty. Because if you do, then you can tell yourself that's the only thing you deserve -- and the only thing you can expect from other people.
Is that why you killed Buzen? Because you were afraid of what his kindness meant? Because he genuinely liked you, and you wanted him to stop proving you wrong?
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[he's stopped smiling at least, so maybe wicked can claim that as her victory.]
You just want to keep hurting yourself, even though you've been hurt plenty. Because if you do, then you can tell yourself that's the only thing you deserve -- and the only thing you can expect from other people.
Is that why you killed Buzen? Because you were afraid of what his kindness meant? Because he genuinely liked you, and you wanted him to stop proving you wrong?