[he's just like. mentally closing his eyes,]

...There's something that happened before that. Right after you jumped in my arms, I hugged you. And when I hugged you -- your expression, tone, and your voice changed. It felt like you were a completely different person. Whoever you were, that person was angry and hated me.

Then you kissed me, [he can't hide the kiss from her when it's clearly a trigger for her/??] and you threw up right after.